I am currently attending English class organized by my company every Friday morning at our KL branch. It has been 5-6 weeks I think :), so far I have missed two classes due to work commitment. And one of the tasks given is for us to set up a blog, to improve our English.
The minute I heard about the the task, I was contemplating on whether to create a new blog just to fulfill the requirement or to just give my existing url. I wasn't comfortable of the possibility of my colleagues reading my blog. Of course the possibility of my colleagues stumbling upon my blog is there, ada yg dah ngaku terjumpa pun (Hai Leilanie, Fini :P), but to declare my url in the English class is like committing suicide :). So, after assurance from the trainer that it is not going to be displayed in the class, I gave him the url..err today. *Hi En Saiful!*
You know la how emotional I am, sometimes lupa diri just expressing what I felt..so segan la sket kalau colleagues baca. I understand now how Zetty must have felt :)
We are having family day this Saturday for our department. We are going prawn fishing in the morning, just for fun and followed by lunch. B is on morning shift this weekend. Bummer! He would love to follow (fishing kan?).
This week was the first week he was on night shift since moving to the new house and he's on off day today and tomorrow. I managed the four lonely nights up till last night. I think I've managed to conquer my fear walaupun ada gak moments yg aku cuak sket especially last night bila start hujan. Aku takut blackout je, sure meraung sorang2 gelap2 camtu. The trick is to make myself busy and tired till midnight and I will then doze off till Subuh. Kalau ikutkan mata ni pukul 9-10pm dah tido and I will automatically got up at around 3am, that's what I want to avoid.
How do I keep myself busy and tired? After dinner, I would prepare and cook for next day's lunch, for B that is. So, bila dia balik pagi, he slept and got up at 2pm, reheat the food and eat. After that cooking and cleaning up, it would already be around 10pm and I would continue with TV or reading S.ophie Kinsella that my sis bought and slept. Guess I have to get use to this la. B is also trying hard to get use to this, kalau shift malam je once he finished work at 7am, he would wait till I reached office at 7.30am, have breakfast with me and then petang, he would reached my office around 6pm, minum sesama and off he goes to work. Basically, I only get to see him during breakfast and tea session je if he's on night shift. Macam semalam, he's too tired, so we didn't meet up for tea session. He left home at 6pm, and I left office at 6pm too and whaddaya know, I saw him on the cable bridge kat opposite road, hahah sian kitaorg kan..hi hi bye bye kat atas jalan je :P