Went to do some toiletries and grocery shopping this afternoon..queueing up to pay for the things. In front of me, a mother and her cute 3 year old daughter..suddenly I thought to myself "If God were to grant me a child right after my marriage, 'she' would have been 3 years old as well"..I would have made 'her' wear cute little pink dress, tie 'her' ponytail in a pink ribbon..yeah, it remains 'I would have'..
I was wiping my tears while I made the payment at the counter, looking at that little girl smiling at me. Do you have any idea how or what I'm feeling now? I don't think so, only those who have experienced the same would know.
Perhaps, it's just my PMS talking in my head. Perhaps, I miss my nieces so much. Perhaps, I'm only human. Do you think my Zul will ever leave me? Why would he stay?