Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Being 30 and cranky (what's new?)

*Warning : A very long-winded post. Kasik chance la, birthday girl maaa*

First of all, thank you all for the birthday wishes, really appreciate it.

Somehow, my birthday this year was quite dissappointing, not as what I expected it to be. I only have myself to blame. Maybe I expected too much? Only God knows exactly what I felt that day.

On Friday 2/11, the whole morning , my left eye asyik dok gerak2. Yes, sometimes I'm superstitious and I know that would be a sign where I'm going to cry over something very soon. Oh yes, I cried buckets on my birthday..oh no, I'm not going to reveal all - well, only some of it.

I started my birthday celebration on Saturday night. After attending 3 open houses (mekasih Cik P, tahun depan nak lagi! :P), I was feeling quite full and tired. Hence, the dinner plan was cancelled. We went out about 10pm instead, heading towards T.itiwangsa. Yes, I went for a ride on the 'Eye on Malaysia' (EOM). Aftter what felt like the longest 15 minutes, the queue finally moved towards the payment booth. Heran gak aku tengok takde org kat payment booth. To our surprise, rupanya malam tu free ride, not sure why. Rezeki birthday girl :P

Saper yg pernah baca blog aku dlm friendster, maybe ingat betapa gayatnya aku masa naik Cable Car last year kat Langkawi. EOM ni allow max of 8 people per one cable car (bleh ke panggil cable car? belasah!). We were with one Malay family of 6. I only get to sit opposite B coz the seats are occupied. So segayat mana aku pun, I can't be grabbing/holding his hand/shirt (macam kemaruk bercinta plak nanti org kata!). Dah la aku dpt seat tepi sekali, horror je bila pandang ke bawah and kepala ni mula la pikir bukan2. Most of the time, I just looked straight into the sky :P

After the ride, it's half past 11pm and we decided to head to Kg Baru for nasi lemak. Pergh, syedapnya lama tak makan. So, detik kul 12pm tu aku tengah melantak..sungguh tak romantik kan? SMS pun menderu-deru masuk - from the people closest to my heart. Rosnah (my friend who shared the same birthday), my sister (who also shared the same birthday) and my parents. Baca sms Mama pun nangis ok? She said "Happy birthday. T.kasih kerana selalu memberi perhatian pada mama dan ayah. We love you". Ayah plak sms "Happy birthday daripada ayah & mama, semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki serta menjadi anak yg soleh".. meleleh ok gua baca.

Morning of 4th Nov, 9am dah kuar gi breakfast dgn B. Ye, B tak keje langsung last weekend sbb nak celebrate my birthday and he even cancelled his plan to join the fishing tournament he's been dying to join with his friends coz it was held on my birthday. After breakfast, I received call from my sis in law, Adam was singing Happy birthday loudly over the phone to me. Walaupun pelat, ehehhe..the only words I could capture was Abituyou...:D. That's when aku teringat 4 org lagi anak sedara aku yg jauh di Q.atar. They never failed to wish my birthday every year but for the past 2 years, I did not get any wishes from them. I do hope they still remember my birthday but could not wish me due to the unforeseen circumstances. Ye ke? Entahla..dan untuk kesekian kali, air mata ku berderai lagi :(. For lunch, we head to F.ederal Hotel where we used up the cash voucher given by his brother. Picture below are what we had for lunch. Yummylicious.
I had like the worst PMS on my birthday where every little thing tends to annoy me. Heck, I'm even annoyed with myself, damn you PMS! Nak period, period je la, tak yah la nak PMS bleh dak? And my supposedly meaningful birthday ended after lunch coz aku dah takde mood sangat2. And towards the end of the day, it became the day that I wanna forget *sigh*

Not able to have the usual birthday dinner with family yet, coz Monday and Wednesday I got to work till 8-9pm, Tuesday,parents plak ada dinner and Thursday Mama will be going off to Perlis for a wedding. Kena la tunggu Mama balik baru bleh pegi dinner together. Officemates will be celebrating my birthday on Wednesday. I'll be off from work on Thursday and Friday for Deepavali. Will update later with more pictures, plus pictures from open house yg dah basi :D

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Anonymous said...

Happy belated birthday sis. Samalah kita dah masuk dekad baru ni.. The thirty something... heheheh.. moga ko dikurniakan kesihatan yang baik, diperkukuhkan iman, kehidupan yang bahagia, rezeki yang murah dan heheh emosi yang stabil..take care.

~arena

Fina said...

HEY BABE..........HAPPY BESDAY haaa......semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki ...

Amin...

Amy said...

Che Na - Emosi belum berapa stabil lagi nih, tapi period tak juga dtg menjelma eheh..thanks for the well wishes babe. Happy belated birthday to you too my dear. Aku lahir 12 hari lambat jek dari ko kan? Tapi kita tetap Scorpio *hugs*

Fina - Lambat!!!*Majuk* hihihi mekasih babe

cikPijah said...

lerrr!! besday ko sama ngan ayin ker? kalau aku tau mesti aku paksa ko masuk skali potong cake hari tu :p

thanks for dropping by love!

Sweettooth said...

Happy Belated Birthday Amy Dearest.

Zetty said...

aku teringat satu lagu bila baca entry ni..

"it's my party and I cry if i wanto..cry if i want too!!!"

:D

muah muah.

Amy said...

Cik Pi - Yer ah, that's why aku cute macam Ayin muahahhaha.. laki aku senyum hari tu bila ko cakap birthday Ayin 4th Nov. Abituyuu Ayin!! :D

Nina - Thanks for the wish dear!

Zetty - I heart you! Semalam on the way balik keje, aku pasang cassette (kereta cikai takde CD player :D) Mariah Carey pastu aku nyanyi kuat2 bleh?? HIk hik

Roti Kacang Merah said...

menchiiiiiiiiiiiiiii aaaaah.

for some unexplainable reason, i switched off the bday reminder on my phone, hence, inadvertently missed your Big Day... huaaaaak.

Hey, getting into the nombor 3 is not really a bad thing as i (or you) would think it would, you know... ;-)

all the world's prayers and love for your day and beyond!!!

mwaks!

zeedayazid said...

babe, aku selalu nangis on my special days: bdays, anniversaries, bla3.. kadang2 boleh gaduh plak lagi tu. sensitip sgt and expectations too high kot kita ni.. sigh... dah senja ni, kenalah lower kan expectations dak... must start counting our blessings : )

*muahs & hugs*

neomesuff said...

ooopsss..belated belated

Hepi bday darling...;-)

may da force b with u..!

Amy said...

Kak Lin - Camner tahu bila birthday Amy sampai bleh letak reminder tu? *buat muka majuk* Kak Lin lambat wish!!! Hheheeh, thanks kak

Zied - Tu ah, aku pun rasa camtu. Tapi ko untung dpt Jimmy rajin memujuk. Aku? Pujuk diri sendiri la nampaknya.

Kak Nomee - Mekasih! *hugs*

Azrul said...

first of all, happy belated birthday amy. aku nak ngaku memang aku tatau bila bday ko. even kengkawan aku ponya bday pon aku tatau. boys will be boys eh. anyways, cuma nak annoy ko sket :) aku blom 30 lagiiiiiiii....eheheh...jgn marah eh....

ok la, enjoy life to the fullest eh.

Amy said...

Azrul - Ye la, setakat kawan2 rapat tu maybe ingat la, lagi2 kalau tarikh unik ke kan? Kadang2 aku tengok dlm website adp3 kita tu ada post pasal birthday tu yg aku tahu tu.
Elleh birthday ko December kan? Sebab tu belum 30, nyampah I!! Thanks for the wish, beb :D

aishah said...

eppy belated bedday..
maklum le baru berkesempatan nak beronline dgn senang lenangnyer..
semoga dikurniakan kesihatan yg baik dan kebahagian hidup.

Amy said...

Aishah - Hehehhe welcome back! Thanks beb..

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