Monday, February 25, 2008
ALah, baru 5 hari tak update! :P Takde mende2 yg berlaku pun. Bangun pagi, pegi keje, balik keje, tido and the same cycle. I am looking forward for tomorrow's interview la..that's for sure. Nanti saya update.
Last week Friday dah 12 hari saya lambat piyed. I lost count actually, macam dah tak kisah tapi B yg macam cakap 'Eh, awak ni macam lambat je piyed, kan?'..so aku beli senyap2 pregnancy test tu. Malas nak beli sebenarnya tapi tu la, I never lost hope macam aku cakap in my previous post kan..mana la tahu ada, aku plak dok berlasak2. So Sabtu test, negative. Toss it in the bin, and start laundry baju2 (siap nyanyi2 turun ke dapur)..see? As poyo as that..if 3 years ago, I would have cried buckets and B would be so worried. I think (I THINK LA) I have passed that cry-everytime-period phase. Of course I never stop trying (I would not want to bore you with the details) and praying but at the same time I don't want to stress and push myself over it.
Last month I think, mama's friend came to visit with her daughter. Daughter dia baru kahwin setahun and still belum ada baby..so knowing my situation, she confided in me, telling me all the worry and how she cried everytime piyed datang. *sigh* I've been in that situation before, I know how she felt. Just suruh dia sabar and convinced her she'll pass that stage soon.
Ok moving on - last weekend saya dah kena tinggal dgn somi. Heheh bukan kena tinggal apa, dia pegi memancing..it's been 3 months since he last went fishing. So, I thought, what the heck, kasik la dia all-boys-out day. Dia pun tak pernah complaint whenever I go for my all-girls outing (bila lagi nak pegi nih? Takkan takde March ni?? ehhehe).
Am going back to Pahang this weekend. B's friend getting married. Nak booking siap2 ikan terubuk dgn tilapia nak bakar kat sana....yummyy!
Tak puas hati ah dgn ending 'The Apprentice' semalam..ishh.
Tu je la kut, I'm nervous about tomorrow actually..:) doa2kan la ye. Mekasih..
Updated : Postponed lagi interview atas sebab2 yg tak dapat dielakkan.. saya sedang bersabar :). It's been rearranged to Monday next week sebab saya memang ambik cuti.*sabar-sabar*