Let me tell ya what I've been doing the past 1 week. I took leave on Wednesday, to go for a spa treat with Zetty and Fina. It was Zetty's birthday and I had a greatttttt time. It was my 3rd time meeting Zetty but my 1st time meeting Fina. They are two crazyyYy women yg asyik buat aku gelak...the time spent in the spa adalah sangat berbaloi! I brought my camera but was too shy to snap pictures there (tu la perkara sebenarnya Zetty dan Fina oii :P). So, cilok gambar dari blog Zetty hihihihhi.Went to movie that night with Zul..I actually took 2 p.nstan tablets sbb kepala sakit sangat and managed to doze off a good few minutes during the movie. Cartoon tu best tapi sbb penat sgt dan overdose, aku lelap gak la barang seminit dua.
Next day, I went to Erina's akikah ceremony. Thanks Shell for inviting. I went with Inn, led by Aci Fina :). My first time meeting Alex, my future son-in-law...*berangan je ok*... handsomenya la tapi dia malu2 kucing la. Aku nak dukung dia tapi aku malu kat Mawi :). It was nice to meet their circle of friends again lepas jumpa time Shell baru bersalin weeks ago. Oh, Konot and Farah were there too..of course Balqis and Adam pun ada. Petah sungguh si Balqis, I remembered her uttering something while she ate the nasi. Something like "Makan banyak2, nanti adik 6 tahun"...and Konot told me besok tu birthday Balqis. Patut la..iskk budak ni :). Lauk pauk kat rumah Shell sangat sedap *rugi la budak berdua yg pegi Paris tu!!* Sampai sekarang terkenang2 bingka pisang dia..first time makan..sedap gila. Aku ni kan hantu pisang. Apa2 jek pisang based, suka benor. Gambar cilok lagi *ampun Shell*
Balik rumah aku terus flat tido. Sekali ada bunyi sms kaco..boss aku tanya bleh keje weekend tak tolong marketing dept..weekend as in sabtu DAN ahad ok? Dalam mamai-mamai tu sempat lagi pikir and reply "Ok la boss"..so,walaupun Friday opis aku tutup, aku pegi keje dgn gigihnya. Sabtu dan Ahad juga...hari Ahad tu aku balik 8pm tau?
Semalam pun macam longlai je pegi keje tapi kuatkan semangat sbb minggu orientasi. And I got the phone call from the company, telling me they agreed to offer the senior position as well as the salary sama dgn apa aku dpt sekarang. I was smiling ear to ear. Yeah, I know...ada setengah org akan cakap 'Apa nak kejar kalau gaji sama jek?'...aku malas nak cerita secara detail kat sini tapi percayalah, dua2 ada pros and cons nya..apa pun decision aku lepas ni, I just hope my friends are supporting me.
Family aku and Zul serahkan kat aku tapi aku tahu diaorg berharap aku terima keje ni sbb dlm banyak2 orang, yg paling tahu apa aku rasa selama ni, selama 5 tahun ni diaorg yg tahu sangat. Diaorg terlalu sayangkan aku dan tak sanggup nak tengok aku stress lagi. I broke down in the office today..too much to handle but I don't think anybody notice I was wiping my tears in front of the monitor. Sometimes it's too much and sometimes (I think most of the time) I turn into a monster and I hate myself for it.
Aku tahu korang sure gelak tapi seriously, bila dah lama attach to one company, aku jadi sedih plak. But I have to love myself first kan? Sejak graduate in 1999, aku keje macam gila sampai sekarang. And friends complaining sbb susah sangat nak jumpa. Aku tak pernah lagi dapat company yg aku bleh goyang kaki/ngular. I don't think I could ever goyang kaki sbb aku asyik dpt company yg aku akan keje sampai stress tapi aku puas hati bila keje siap, gila tak? Aku tak tahu nasib aku dlm company baru ni, but I'm ready to face the challenge. Tapi....saya belum decide. I know the decision is mine.
I had dinner with hubby kat K*opitiam tonight. Ye, sebelah je dgn tempat keje yg saya apply tu. Rendang ayam dia sedap, hubby punya curry mee pun sedap. I love the milk tea ice blended. Saya makan mengada2 malam ni sbb saya stress with work today. I just needed to let it out from my body system. Kesian B, terpaksala menadah telinga. He's been listening to my crap for the past 7 years kan B? And I so love him for that!
I love it when he helps carrying my work bag (full with paper work) from the car to our room. I love it when he off the lights and tidying up the papers after I fell asleep while doing work on bed. I love it when he bought ice cream to cheer me up when he knows I'm feeling gloomy. I love it when he cut the mangoes, and left the seed for me as he knows how much I love to 'ratah' the seed...
I love you, Zul! You made me feel like I'm the luckiest woman :)