I'm in a state of depression. Yeah, roll your eyes. Kejap jiwang, kejap depressed. I think my hormones are playing a trick on me. Which reminds me, I could not recall the last day I had my P, was it last month or last 2 months? Whatever.
*sigh* No matter how much I tried to remind myself, I sometimes forget that I can never, I repeat...NEVER be good enough. Please try to remember that Amy.
To lessen my depression, I had rearranged my clothes in one closet just now. Oh, one more closet to go. Rearranged my tudungs in the drawer. I think I want to get rid of some of it and buy new ones, that will make me happier. Cadar pun dah tukar, I know it's not relevant but I like to change it when I'm depressed. Telekung pun dah tukar.
Now, I'm just waiting for my 'teddy bear' to come home from work. I need his hugs/kisses and his shoulders to cry on. :(