Warning : Another melancholic post about the writer's hubby again. Please bear with the writer :P
Sungguh tidak ada mood. B went to K.uantan for fishing (again) with his two brothers. I didn't want to tag along this time, serik dgn mabuk laut and sunburn. Believe it or not, I don't think my hands (lengan) ever recover from the sunburn incident. Still gelap and takde tanda2 nak kembali cerah pun walaupun dah mengelupas sakan last month. Ada ke product memutihkan lengan sahaja ah? ISk..
We went out for dinner after work yesterday..ala-ala konon sebelum dia pergi 'meninggalkan' aku le. Aku tanya dia masa dinner "Nanti awak rindu tak kat saya? Bila start?" and he said "Rindu kut...bila dah start naik boat nanti" Huh? Kut? Maybe je? Apakah?! After dinner, aku siapkan beg dia, making sure his hair cream and toothbrush in the bag and I sent him to his K.orean boss' house. Dia ajak mamat K.orea ni pegi sama, and this K.orean guy ni punya BM is impressive ok? Aku jadik segan nak cakap English dgn dia sbb dia dok layan cakap BM jek. B kissed me goodbye and off they went. As I drove home alone, I already start to feel the emptiness inside me. Mata pun dah start bergenang air mata - yes, memang sungguh pathetic. Tambah plak dok tak sihat ni, lagi la emo. Siap sesat ok nak balik KJ dari M.ont Kiara tu. Macam dah berzaman tak habiskan masa kat H.artamas, bleh berpusing dlm H.artamas tu dua kali. Bukan salah aku la..jalan kat situ dah route lain..pening aku lalu depan S.ouled Out tu dua kali..dah le jalan sempit, puas aku tahan napas sampai la lalu depan H.artamas Square and pecut balik.
As I need to send my sister to work this morning, sbb balik nak ajak dia teman aku ambik Adam's birthday cake from Noresh..aku pun rasa keje berlambak kat opis, so I decided to tag along to the office. Saja tak nak duduk rumah, nanti lagi teringat kat B. Sampai opis around 10.30am pastu B called for the second time that morning - semata2 nak bagitau he's about to board the boat already. *sigh* I'm missing him like crazy. And again, mata berair. Tapi tak nangis la, cepat2 buat keje.
Petang he called again. Bleh dengar background the two brothers punya suara happy dapat ikan. Told me what he ate for lunch on the boat - dapat snapper. The last time we went dulu tu, sampai tengahari tak dpt hasil. Last2 ada boat lain kesian, kasik la kitaorg ikan utk masak for lunch..eheheh. Then I told him that I'll call at night after the birthday party is over coz I'll be busy helping.
Kat rumah abang, semua dok tanya mana B..lagi la rasa rindu sgt dia takde. Abis kemas2 lepas orang semua balik..went into my room, tak sabar sgt nak borak panjang2 dgn B..tapi call2 tak angkat..call lagi sekali, abang dia angkat. Kata B dah tertido, penat sgt. They are now on their way back to pantai. His brother told me that the wave this time is worst than the previous trip, semua org atas boat dah lembik - mabuk. And as usual, B will be the last man standing bila semua org dah tak larat - the brother told me just now. Argh, frustnya tak dpt cakap dgn B. I know he must be tired. I can't wait for him to come back..cepat la jam tick tock tick tock...
Took some pictures kat birthday party Adam..tapi takde mood la nak upload sini. I'm missing him :(. Hari lain la aku load..Here's another comic strip from comicspage - kebetulan plak hari ni punya pasal fishing jugak..I've always like 'Love is..' series since Secondary school, I even cut it out from newspapers whenever it appear - tak pernah miss. Dulu takde internet lagi maa, so ni je la source aku. I even made small cute cards using this cuttings - dulu2 la masa naive sgt about love. I will make the card every month and gave it to somebody - all in the name of love. Crazy things that I do for love. Anyway, it's history. B is the best thing that ever happened to me. Cepat la balik, sayang..
Disclaimer : I'm not always 'angau' all the time. Sometimes he drives me mad, sometimes I feel he has no feelings but most of the times, I feel loved..and I feel beautiful just by being with him.