Monday, August 13, 2007

I bloody hate this..


I hate it when this 'pandai' mouth of mine said to him a couple of weeks back "Takpelah kalau ada hari yg B kena keje sampai malam, takyah la penat2 drive balik jauh2. Nanti pagi2 nak drive gi keje lagi"

When it really happened tonight, I bite my own tongue. Padan muka and I have the nerve to be emotional and make him worried, to the extent that he is willing to drive back just so I feel better tonight. But I assured him I'll be ok and throw my phone away (on the bed, takut terhempas :P).


I hate his supplier, I hate his colleagues...

I hate it when he has no new clothes to wear to work tomorrow simply because it was not planned and he need to spend the night there. I must remember to pack extra clothes should this occur again. At least I felt better that he can have shower and change into new clothes.

I hate having to live like this coz I didn't search for job seriously..and being able to live in Klang


I hate being lonely..I hate not having chit chat after we turn off the lights getting ready to sleep..


I hate waking up alone in the morning and not getting a goodbye kiss this morning..

I hate it when I'm this weak..just because I need him by my side.

9 comments:

cikPijah said...

dah start applying lom? every saturday jgn lupa beli sokkabar the star

Amy said...

Dah start dah...huwarghhh tension

Anonymous said...

sila rujuk pada previous entry (ayat lecturer) aku nak tanya ngko nbaju yang ngko pakai tu baju kebaya ker kebarung coz dia nampak begitu indah sekali....aku dah try cream caramel...yeyy...yeyyy jadi I lap u amy

intan

Drama Div@ said...

jangan lah benci-benci.. tak syok la camni

Amy said...

Intan - Aihh! Dah belajo 2 tahun kat Perlis tak tahu lagi tu baju apa? Itu lah dia Kebaya Perlis,mmg dipakai longgar sesuai untuk menutup tubuh comey seperti aku keh keh.. jadik dah cream caramel? Baguih anak murid cikgu. Gula dah betul la tuh *I lap u too* Sila transit dgn lebih lama di KLIA nanti ye Raya this year.

Diva - I tak benci you. I lap you one,two three :D

neomesuff said...

naynyi lagu -jgn ada benci - casey ;-)

Amy said...

Kak Nomee - Hik hik. Amy suka gak lagu tu. Mana tah si Casey menghilang ek?

Roti Kacang Merah said...

*hugs*

cepat-cepat apply keja merata-rata mkay???

Amy said...

Kak Lin - will do. Tahap max dah ni.