I had the worst gastric attack

Memang betulla, kita hanya mampu merancang tapi Tuhan yg menentukan..I've planned to finish up my work at the office and in this very week, ensure baju2 dah kemas semua untuk nak balik Pahang for Raya. I even plan to blog about my umrah trip, as promised to Che Na, and wanted to have a post of Raya wishes so that my friends can read it before they went on Raya leave..well..tak sempat.

Starting Monday, itu bulan sudah mengambang and I could not fast. So come sahur on Tuesday morning, I just woke hubby to have sahur with my parents as I'm super lazy and already not feeling too well with the back pain and period cramps. As I continued sleeping, my stomach felt a little uneasy. Nevertheless, I went to work. My partner in crime aka my sister yg uzur juga ajak la beli some drinks kat 7 Eleven..masa tu dah rasa macam gastric attack. After the first gastrick attack few month back, I could now differentiate period cramps with gastric attack. I did buy some sausage roll and vitagen (huge mistake!)..wanted to buy yoghurt tapi takde masa tu. The first vitagen I gulp I didn't feel anything, maybe sbb dah telan roti before that.

Come lunch time, I take another vitagen. Tak sampai 5 minit, my stomach felt funny. Muka aku dah berkerut2 dah masa tu..rasa macam nak pegi toilet. First floor punya toilet tengah cuci le plak..I had difficulties to climb up the second floor - very unusual and I was sweating. Masuk toilet, takde apa pun tapi perut sakit gila..I sraight away went to the Corp. Training dept and fell to the sofa. Terkejut diaorg tengok aku..I was actually sweating and crying coz rasa macam ada org dok sommersault dlm perut ni. I begged them to call my sister. My sis came down and she too panicked and cried when she saw me..okey, not much of help. Org dah panic kan, sure la tak tahu nak buat apa. At the end, the ladies at the dept called the Logistic dept to bring a wheelchair for me and brought me to the clinic. Mind you, dari dept tu nak ke basement, dibawa dgn wheelchair plak, baper banyak students and staffs yg nampak aku meraung2 nangis macam meroyan gitu..waduh. But really the pain is unbearable, apa lagi yg mengusung wheelchair tu terlanggar lubang2 dan bergegar seluruh badan aku ni, lagiiii la sakit ya ampun..

Sampai clinic, tak yah cakap doc tu tengok condition aku terus dia tanya "Gastric?" and aku angguk jek. Letak atas bed, tah baper banyak ubat macam susu tu aku minum and tablets aku telan..and aku dah pesan dgn adik aku suruh doc tu jab je terus sbb aku sgt tak tahan dah. Lepas kena jab, disebabkan banyak sgt air yg aku minum masa makan ubat tu, aku cakap aku nak muntah. According to my sister, doctor tu punya assistant dah ready dgn plastic tepi aku tapi disebabkan aku tutup mata menahan sakit, aku tak nampak langsung apa dah, terus muntah kat tepi, dgn baju kurung, dgn tudung aku semua kena..3/4 of the doctor's room punya floor penuh dgn muntah aku, bilik dia kecik je ok...and sempat lagi aku cakap "I'm so sorry" in between my tears and they kept on saying "Takpe, kalau muntah lagi bagus, kasi buang isi perut" aduihh...sian nurse2 tu kena mop lantai.

And I was forced to swallow the tablets again sbb agak sia2 selepas makan ubat mula2 tu, aku muntahkan balik. I got MC for two days, Tuesday and Wednesday..I didn't even off my PC, I just waited for my sister in the car and she drove me back. The whole of Tuesday night, I couldn't sleep well, asyik nak ke toilet every hour buang air kecik. The difficult part is to get off the bed, sakit gila sebab stomach muscle dah sakit..and by the time I walked slowly to the toilet, ia sudah kuar sikit2..and after every visit, I had to change clothes which is also very painful experience..maybe I should sleep right infront of my toilet, or wear diapers or..wake my hubby everytime I need to go, which I didn't plan to do, sian kat dia. Dah la he attend to my every need, nak air je, bila air habis, cepat2 dia turun bawah ambikkan, suapkan ubat, sikatkan rambut lepas aku mandi, sapukan ubat kat perut...aiyohh nak nangis ok?

Wednesday morning, bila bangun masih terasa pedih perut ni..lama2 I decide to visit another doctor and ask for a second jab. This time the doctor kasik antibiotic sekali and also 'free' ceramah on how our Nabi dulu bleh bekerja walaupun tak bersahur and I should not layan my sakit perut. Walauwehhh, sakit tau dak? How not to layan, everytime I try to get off my bed, my stomach muscle rasa macam nak koyak jek? Maybe she thought I was just making an excuse not to puasa..mana la dia tahu kan dah 2 years in a row aku puasa cukup sebulan sebelum ni. Very the unnecessary tau nak ceramah masa aku tengah menahan sakit gitu. So, last night, less pain tapi still pedih2 sekali sekala..hubby and Mama kept asking me to extend my MC for Thursday as well so that I get enough rest. Last2 aku mengalah, I didn't go to any clinic, tak larat nak bangun and tak larat nak dengar ceramah free lagi, I just ask hubby to tell my boss that I'm applying annual leave, habis cerita..bior la annual leave aku habis dan mungkin tak cukup untuk aku joli katak hujung tahun ni..

Hari ni Khamis and I felt better, jalan pun dah laju sket but I'm still eating porridge and vread only. Bila batuk-batuk tu masih kena pegang perut takut terburai..you should see the way I walk, mengalahkan org baru lepas melahirkan anak tau..aduih, this is the worst gastric attack for me..my mother in law called just now to ask my condition. She even said "Kalau tak sihat, tak balik pun takpe" but I know she will be dissappointed, dah la lepas balik dari umrah, hubby and me belum balik kampung lagi. It wouldn't be fair for hubby too. Aku akan cuba kuatkan semangat untuk pulih balik in time for Raya..insyallah. I also cried when I talked to my MIL about how Mama had to wash all my clothes for the past 3 days and how Zul, his son, has been very patient attending to all my needs. Yesterday night aku rasa dia tido pun tak lena, dgn batuk aku lagi, dgn my visits to the toilet, aku baru je duduk tepi katil, dia dah berlari dah kat tepi aku offering his hand to bring me to the toilet - mana nak cari lelaki baik macam ni? Ya Allah, kekalkanlah kasih sayang antara kami sepanjang hayat kami dan berilah pembalasan syurga kepada suami ku..AMIN.

Oklah..Have a nice Hari Raya..aku tahu ramai dah start cuti and maybe akan baca ni bila dah puas jamah ketupat rendang dan kuih raya..but nevertheless..aku minta maaf kalau pernah terguris perasaan sesapa melalui blog aku ni..Have a safe journey, people..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA