New Journey (again..)

Oklah, typical of me kan, didn't keep my promise to blog as often as I should. Mental block after the wedding and I felt guilty to Sha for not doing the tag that she requested me to. Can I do a raincheck dear? Rasa segan sgt nak buat tag tu sbb Kak Amy pengantin basi-sebasinya. I promise I will do your next tag, asalkan bukan wedding related hehe.

There's something that's bothering my mind the past few weeks, hence no update. True, I keep my friends in FB updated with my status, just because it's easier. But I was also pretending that I was happy when I'm crying inside. But I think that phase of life is over now (I hope so), insyallah with supportive family and friends, nothing else can bring me down. I'm not going to let these imbeciles interfere with my life anymore. Yes, pretty strong word, I know. Just don't test me. Mama had advised me some surah2 for me to read to ease my mind and hopefully will build my patience tolerance.

Ok moving on, I have tendered my resignation on 25th May, met my boss on 26th May. Takdelah drama bagai..seperti merelakan je aku pergi. Cuma my superior adalah sms, and asked why I want to leave. My teammates in KJ pun sms. Sebak la sket rasa. I know I'm taking a risk here but as what I have posted much earlier, I have to move out before I get crazy. Not much difference in pay (some of my friends would probably knock my head if they knew how much difference), but higher position than now. I know the responsibility and expectation is also higher. Distance part mmg much better, just a 10-15 minutes drive tapi maybe akan ada parking problem. Malas nak pikir lagik.

I have to give two months notice which means my last day would only be 23rd July, buttttt I have 28 days of unutilized annual leaves which means (yayy) my last day would be 15th June. Aku pun sebenarnya terkejut that it is that soon. The old company suggested that I start on 12th July dan saya setuju dgn cepatnya. Jadi bila dicongak2 I have almost a month break before I start work again. Cumanya bila dah start keje 12 July, maka hujung July takde la dpt full one month salary , kan? That's what I thought. B reminded me last night yg I get paid leave from 16th June till 23rd July from this current company. Jadi hujung July tu saya dpt gaji dari two employers..oh bahagia. :). Plan saya di waktu senggang tu adalah :

1) Tido puas2
2) Lunch dates bersama kawan2 yg boleh mengular..IKEA ke Subang Parade ke *winks to BFFs*
3) Jalan2 cari pasal dgn Mama and even my MakLang yg akan dtg masa cuti sekolah (B prefer me to just window shopping sbb katanya if that one month aku asyik jalan dan shopping, bangkrapp ler!)
4) If tak jalan2, kalau rajin masa B shift pagi tu, I'll send him to work then terus gi lepak rumah Mama, sembang, baring, masak, makan, sembang lagi sampai B abis keje 7pm and then pick him up. Sangat sukaaa!
5) Do some novel readings, English and Malay. Eh Sophie Kinsella nak kuar bila Tiyah?
6) Khatamkan DVD2 yg dibeli like a year ago tapi tak tengok2 sampai dah kuar kat Astro.

Susah kan nak jumpa time yg aku bleh rehat camni dan happy2 camni..

Last week punya 3 days weekend was fully utilized sebaiknya. Started the Friday by going to Nilai with Mama, sis and cousin, and aunty. Had planned this Nilai trip like a month plus tapi asyik postpone sbb April and May busy dgn exams, and wedding. Plannya nak beli curtain je sebab bleh buat ganti dgn curtain depan if nak basuh (ok so maknanya dah hampir setahun tak basuh curtain depan tu yer) tapi biasalah end up membeli mende2 yg aku rasa comel letak kat rumah. Pastu masuk kedai curtain mak aih mahal2 la curtains dia..ingat ke Nilai murah. Yg aku suka semua like Rm15-Rm20 per metre, gila. Dah la nak beli 10 meter. Rabak la kan. Then my aunty kata she just bought curtains kat Globe and it was like only Rm5 per metre? Terus aku cancel and went on for lunch with them. Then off to Nilai Sq.uare, Mama wanted to buy some stand bali style and while my mom and aunty negotiating prices, me, sis and cousin pegi ke I.ce room. Orang ramai giler kat situ, sbb public holiday kut. Sedapp, tapi mmg tak abis sorang ah, one serving tu bleh makan 2-3 orang. Dia bukan ice cream, tapi snow ice (ais sagatt).

Balik tu hujan lebat giler..I was rushing to send my mom back and head to Subang to fetch Rina as TEKBES had made plans to visit Zied and her newborn baby, Zarya Jane. There were Pijah, Shell, Kak Dilla, Rina, me and Juan (new TEKBES member hehe). Ros couldn't make it that day. Rest assured, rumah Zied mmg bergegar dgn gelak ketawa kitaorg. But Zarya tido dgn nyenyaknya through it all. I brought a cake to celebrate Zied's adn Rina's birthday in advance (Happy birthday girls!). After Maghrib, Pijah, Juan, Kak Dilla and me made our way to Empire for dinner. That was my first time there..rasa macam ada kat OU or Pavilion je. Ramai betul org. Eh tak ambik gambar langsung..sucks!

Saturday morning started off with me having breakfast at Mama's house and both of us went to KL, mencarik curtain. Betul what my Aunty said, G.lobe ni macam tengah perabis stok je.. murah2 kainnya, quality ok..RM5 per metre. Was so happy. Siap round tingkat atas lagi banyak choices dan all selling at RM5 per metre cuma gulung kain tu dah tak banyakla. Most of it ada tinggal 5-6 metre jek for one design. My mom bought some to be made as bedsheet. Then lunch, sembang, sedor2 dah petang..rushing balik sbb adikku menunggu di rumah. Senja tu gerak ke Bkt Jalil stadium sbb nak tengok konsert R.ossa..jeng jeng jeng..

Sebelum tu kan dah tengok Ungu, so when I bought the tickets a week earlier, I took the same price punya seat la sbb agak satisfying gak. Cuma rasa a bit weird sbb ada seating number sedangkan masa tengok konsert Ungu, ada tier je tapi free seating. I remembered the girl at the counter mentioned 'Tinggal yg belakang sekali je kak' and I said ok. OMG bila aku tengok where I was supposed to be seated, I cringed. Gila tinggi okey, dah la dekat indoor stadium (ticket hanya mention Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil'), tempat Piala Thomas ari tu. I swear when we were climbing up the stairs, I could not feel my lower body.
Top left picture : View dari my seat, scary!
Top right picture : Imagine aku duduk atas dan paling belakang, belakang aku dinding.
Bottom left : Stage view, ok la.
Bottom right : Seating number yg vodors.

Remember the Space Shot nightmare I had last year? Rememberrrr the picture in that post? Ah, camtu lah aku rasa. Dah la seating number agak berterabur. No 1 bermula di tengah-tengah in a row. So agak susah nak mencari tempat, dahla numbersnya betul2 atas kerusi, dari depan takkan nampak..u have to stand dekat dgn kerusi baru nampak. It was soooo sempit to go from one isle to the other isle. I was cursing under my breath. When we finally found our seat, I sat down..and I cried. Tak la menangis beria, tapi nangis la. Kuar air mata coz I was damn scared. Dahlah pandangannya sgt curam. I could not relax.

I was actually hoping for the concert to end very soon sbb tak tahan sgt rasa. Ok sket la bila dah tutup lampu tapi aku still gabra. Even adik aku batuk sket pun aku marah suruh jgn batuk sbb kerusi tu goyang dan aku bertambah gayat :P. Sampaikan bila Pasha Ungu keluar and nyanyi his first line, aku siap ckp dlm hati 'Eyy ni band mana plak ni, bila nak abis?'..pastu baru sedar tu Pasha..and when he sang with Rossa..arghh cairr hati ini, terus tak ingat gayat dah :P

Time nak balik pun, aku turun dari seat pegang handle tepi tu dgn dedua belah tangan hahah mengarut betul. Serious ah scary. So pengajaran lepas ni, takmo pegi concert dah, eh bukan.. check betul2 venuenya di mana baru beli. Tobat takmo dah if indoor stadium.

Ahad tu mmg lepak je seharian kat rumah..kemas2, mop2..

Am going to OU tonight to watch Shrek 3D with B, tickets courtesy of Sha..tq so much darling! Probably going to watch L.agenda Budak Setan this Sunday and later in few more weeks nak tengok S.ex and The City II with sister and cousin. Read some bad reviews tapi tak bleh ah, kena tengok jugak :)

Panjang dah kan? I'll stop now. Here's to another 9 working days and hopefully more frequent updates. Just don't give up on me yet!